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MAN!!!! IT'S NEW MOON (:Written on Sunday, December 6, 2009 at 9:40 PM. Hello … I’m on my way home right now. I was picking up my dad at Jatinegara Rail Station and I was hanging out at Pim. Such a wonderful Saturday night because It’s the first time I’m still on my way home and it is 10 o’clock. Since I’m a Binusian I’m rarely go out lately. You know, tired :/ I met Ghanta and we did some photoshoots. ANYWAY.... I WATCHED NEW MOON FINALLY. WOHOOOOO I'M FREAKING EXCITED.  I watched it at 21 Pim 1 and it's so hot inside the theater because the air conditioner in studio 5 (hahaha 5) are not cooler than the other. But it's okayyy at least i watched it. I watched it with my sister, Irene.... ah she's so busy with her phone and i'm busy with the movie. The popcorn is not too important for me at this time. So remember my first post of my blog? it tells you about Twilight right? Hahahaha New Moon is so much better than Twilight but i hate ........ why the ending is must be like that? Hello you can make it more interesting :/ I'm a bit late to watch this movie because lots of reason the main reason is because of SCHOOL. You know my school is kinda makes me stress out with those tasks and projects. Huaaaa! Okay, Haris didn't prove his promise again. He promised me to watch Twilight together last year but he didn't prove it and now when i asked to watch New Moon together ..... hem , he didn't say exactly that he don't want to but his message shows that he don't want to watch it. Maybe the exact word is he don't want to watch it with me. i'm not broken heart but ... i'm dissapointed with him. Maaaaan! I just want to watch this Twilight Saga ( which my super special movies for me ) with you for the last time. That's okayyy. I'm so happy for sure, and i always have a "weird" feeling after watch this. I really wanted to hug someone because i'm jealous. Bella and Edward looks so perfect then why i can't be like Bella ? Oh okay i have no Edward ........... bye! Labels: a Journal of Melina (: Without you :')Written on Saturday, December 5, 2009 at 5:49 AM. Without You - Pixie Lott  I don't know what to say I don't know what to say Anymore cus its all been said before And I don't know where you are All I know is your far And your not coming back If this is how it goes I tried but I don't know I don't know if I like it Without you, without you, without you, ooo Tell me how i'm supposed to make it Without you, without you, without you You got me crying tonight Is this what it's gonna be like I try and act like im fine but I will never be right Without youuuuu, without youuuu, without youuuu Without you I don't know I'm not sure how to feel I'm not sure what I feel Anymore cus I never felt that big Sometimes it hurts me so bad It's the words gotta say And I can't live like that I don't wanna be alone I tried but I don't know The one thing I do know That im so sure of Cus with you gone i'm lost And i'm so confused I can't deal with it no more Without you I cant see it, take this pain from me So I can make room for you, Cus you've been gone from me for too long I don't know Without you I couldn't be without you Labels: Soundtracks Of My Life (L) NO HOMEWORK WEEK BUT PROJECTS WEEK. ERRRR!Written on Friday, December 4, 2009 at 9:16 PM. Mondayyy, November 30th 2009. I just got back home at 8 o'clock feels so tired cause i haven't get home first, i've got a group works for school project. I saw my timeline and what the hell? Friends are tweeting bout someone who was falling from Grand Indonesia 5th floor. And about 20 minutes ago..... a person errr i guess a boy was falling from the same floor in Senayan City. God, what's the meaning of this? Thanks there's no 5th floor at Pondok Indah Mall :') Okayyy back to the main topic, i was like argue with my dad since yesterday cause he thought i'm so naughty and i won't to study but heyyy dad, it takes time to prove it. I know my dad alrady tired of telling me but i hate if there's any other people who take parts of this like.... except my family. I know they are care to me but not this way, i know i have to study harder but it doesn't mean you can act like my dad. Sorry, i was reading a message from a friend of my mom and dad and i know he cares to me but please............. stop it. EVERYONE WAS PUSHING ME LIKE I'M SUPER NAUGHTY KIDS WHO ONLY TAKE FRIENDSHIPS WITH MAC, IPOD, OR CAMERA AND ACT DON'T CARE TO THOSE SCHOOL STUFFS. HELLOOOOOOOOO I NEED TIME TO RELAX, MAYBE I'M OVER BUT PLEASE. I'M A TEENAGE AND YOU KNOW RIGHT WHAT DOES IT FEEL BEING A TEENAGE? Yes, i'm angry now. I'm just too mean to my dad :/ now, all i can do is crying crying crying crying and crying. I'm such so weak and freak right? Hm..... no one will take care of me except him, my dad. That's the reason why i choose him as my Superhero. (but you're unlucky daddyyyy because you aren't my heroine, you're just superhero. I already have my own heroine, it's a boy that you're really afraid, i mean you're afraid because that boy already hurts me :p ) Okay, i'm not gonna publish it on this day but i'll publish it on fridayyy.
(i'm using Alvin's bb hahaha because i haven't change my stuff to Irin's bb, with Audrey Jeremialle) Tuesdayyy, December 1st 2009. MIHIIIIII , TODAY I FELT LIKE I'M IN LOVE WITH MATHEMATICS. I'M A BIT UNDERSTAND ABOUT IT, THANK YOU GOD! I HOPE I CAN PASS THE UNIT TEST, AMEN. Anyway, same as yesterday .... i was continue reading the New Moon. I haven't finish it yet for sure ... muahauahuaheu -____- so i finished till part 10. 14 chapters more until i finish read it and my time is only till friday. Cause i have a plan to watch it on Saturday, errrr ... 6 chapters/day i guess that's gonna be my target. I'm so in love with this book but course and scp makes me postpone to read the book. It's 9.36 PM. I'm so sleepy, i was on the phone with Haris .... still at the same, he won't me put his name on twitter or other social netwoork while we're otp. Idk whyyy this is happen since we are broke up. Maybe he's afraid his crush will see my tweet :/ Nevermind. Mom saw me tweeting and she's angry again, i just can't take it anymore. Home is like a hell for me, i'm tired they are angry with me all the time. FOR SURE I'M RARELY TWEETING AT THE CLASS!! I AM RARELY FACEBOOKING AND I'M FOCUS. I JUST DON'T WANT TO PUBLISH IT TO THEM. ALL I NEED IS THEY CAN UNDERSTAND ME, THAT'S ALL. Mmhhh ... i'm tired. I want to let this mac sleep and me too. I want to sleep, ass-embly hall tomorrow, i don't want to be late to go to school. Bye! :D Wednesdayyy, December 2nd 2009 I SKIPPED SCP TODAY AND IT MEANS I'M FREE. YES I AM! Hiiiiii i'm not late on the assembly hall today. Lucky? Yes it is! I am sooooooo happy because there's Chemistry at the end of the lesson. Errr i want to talk about Bahasa indonesia first. My teacher is kinda errr you know whatta mean. It makes me getting sleepy and bored when it is Bahasa Indonesia class. Seriously, i'm not lying! And ..... I was making a bird from origami and before we made it we wrote our " Wishes Of Love" hihi it was my English class. So much funnn! You now what? i wrote this :  and the shape :  All of them taken by Ronnie Matari (thanks Ron!) heheu don't give any comments on my origami, that's the first time i made a bird from that paper. Andra taught me and yes thanks to Andra :D Ms. Paulette says I am too much in love haha because when we are discuss about "Love" i always agree and always give comments. Hahau yes i'm in love and i'm the master of it. I mean...... i always be the one who give solutions to my friends who got some problems with love. Next. I didn't bring any money today. I thought my life can be easier with Flazz BCA card. Hahau yeaaa last monday is the first time i use my i.d card Binusian for Flazz card, i never use it before and do you know what? I was eating Dim Sum and i want to pay it wif Flazz Card but the canteen's flazz machine is broken. Oh man!!! i am panicked but lucky me, Irwin was standing next to me and he lend me his moneyyy :D So ... enough for today. I want to do my Mathematics excersise, reading my Geography textbook, and continue to reading New Moon!!! Hahahau i haven't finish it yet since last year, BLAME THE UJIAN NASIONAL! Haha. See yaaa ;) Thursday , 3rd December 2009 MATH IS SO MUCH FUN TODAYYY! But i hope it is gonna be fun till last days of school next year mihiii. Please i really wanted to get some good scores on this subject, God! Friday, 4th December 2009 GOODBYE SCHOOL, HELLO WEEKEND :D
(i'm using Alvin's bb again for mobile uploads mihiiii & Prasitha Kage) I went to ITC FATMAWATI todayyy, i bought lots of things such as clothes and blablabla but the important thing is my mom bought me a potrait lens. I'm totally happy oh yeah and new camera bag too! THANK YOU SO MUCH MOM!!!! I miss my dad so badly, he's at Cirebon... but while i writing this one maybe he's on the way to Semarang. I text him "Pak, pulang hari apa?" suddenly Haris replied " Hari ini nak" and then i'm shock, i check my sent items and Hahahau i sent to the wrong number. I don't know why i typed Haris' number not my dad's number. I'm so shyyy :D i can't tell you much stories about today cause i have to wake up early tomorrow and take my sister to go to BiNus to take the test. Gnight!! - Anggra Labels: a Journal of Melina (: Sunday Morning.Written on Sunday, November 29, 2009 at 6:38 AM. Hiiiii. i was slept at 8 last night. Hahau too earlier for me, i guess the last thing i did is watching tv and put my eyeglasses next to my bed. Then when i woke up it's already 6 in the morning. Whoooa! As usual, i check my cellphone first. 4 unread messages and 2 missed calls. Last night i ended my facebook relationship with Aldryan. And this morning there are few wall(s) asking why i'm broke up with him. I just replied with " Yesss" most of all i guess. So, i checked my phone. 2 missed calls from Haris 1 message from Haris 1 message from Inigo 2 messages from Mary Mihiii, sorry guys i was falling asleep. When i text them back, i know they won't reply at this time cause it's just too morning. Haris and Mary asked me why i'm broke up and blablabla so does Rivan, Naddja, Laras, Agnes, Kak Iren, Graidy, and Fafa. Yeaaah, my fault i made my decision. But i'm not regret because of it. I already think about this one. Last night, my mom already buy some foods for me because last time i told her i'm hungry. But i was falling asleep :/ so now i woke up earlier and i want to eat those foods. Happy Sundayyy (: - Anggra Labels: a Journal of Melina (: Single.Written on Saturday, November 28, 2009 at 12:01 PM. Last night, i was being a single lady. I published it on twitter, everyone was asking why.. I can't tell you the exactly why on twitter but i'm trying to tell it on here. Okay, i made a decision to be a single lady because..... 1. 1. I feel like i can't move free, i mean there's always a people who watching over me. i know it is good because you know there are someone out there cares to you but not for me. 2. If i am argue with him, then his friends always asking why and why and why, it's like hem... this is my problem, not their problems. 3. I hate a boy who always talks "unnecessary" things like "tai" or " "babi" or ya some kind like that. Sorry but that's true. 4. When i go to my previous school and plan to meet my friends it's cancel because i meet him and since that i realize that my cares to them are divided by two sides. Get? The main reason, I AM CHANGED. NO NOT I AM BUT MY HEART. I CAN'T KEEP IT ALL DAY AND PRETEND ABOUT THIS ANYMORE. And now i realized that i prefer being alone at this time, maybe i'll miss him someday. No one will take care of me everyday, no one will wake me up, no one gonna call me and say "I Love You" when the moon is going to shine. But that's okay, i'll be fine. Cause i already know the effect of this for my next days. Take care, Aldryan! I better do this right now, i won't make you more hurt if i do it on the next day. Sorry, i hurt you. And sorry i did not give all those reasons to you, i just want to be alone at this time. Blame me! It's okayyy cause i'm the mean one. Thank you for everything (: - Anggra Labels: a Journal of Melina (: Life is totally unfair.Written on Friday, November 27, 2009 at 11:28 AM. HAPPY IDUL ADHA GUYYYS ;) I was taking some photoshoots with those victims yaaa i mean those animals, they are so sad ... poor. Blood is everywhere :/ Anywayyy, i'm so happy. Cause i've got 2 days more for holiday. Mihiii :3 i went to Bayu's house with Randy, oh i miss those guys. But there's no Genoveva. People keep asking me what's going on with me and Ryan "This is my problem... please, i just need time to alone. You should hear this song guys .. If you realize what the meaning of this song then it means you're cool ;) Crazy - Simple Plan Tell me what's wrong with society When everywhere I look, I see Young girls dying to be on TV They won't stop till they've reached their dreams Diet pills, surgery Photoshopped pictures in magazines Telling them how they should be It doesn't make sense to me Is everybody going crazy? Is anybody gonna save me? Can anybody tell me what's going on? Tell me what's going on? If you open your eyes You'll see that something is wrong I guess things are not how they used to be There's no more normal families Parents act like enemies Making kids feel like it's World War III No one cares, no one's there I guess we're all just too damn busy And money's our first priority It doesn't make sense to me Is everybody going crazy? Is everybody going crazy? Tell me what's wrong with society When everywhere I look I see Rich guys driving big SUVs While kids are starving in the streets No one cares No one likes to share I guess life's unfair ........................................... :( This song reminds me while i'm six grade and i made a band with Birjon , Ninoy, Dimas, Haris, Toto and few friend lol i forgot. Toto can't sing for JHS open house so i was singing that song and i failed cause i forgot the lyric. And from that moment ............... ya you know, everything's happen. See? You have to take care to your society too! Not just yourself (: - Anggra Labels: a Journal of Melina (:, Soundtracks Of My Life (L) The last day of school is TODAYYY! Only for this week -___-Written on Thursday, November 26, 2009 at 9:06 PM. Hey people, i'm sitting at coffee toffee right now in front of the library. Kun Wah has just talk to me about ret ret and he made me shock. Huhauahua :p I start my day with "LATE ARRIVE AT SCHOOL" . Don't blame me, it's raining outside and there always a traffic jammie! Which i hate the most I'm so sleepy this morning, i almost sleep when Mr.Kurniawan teach the lesson and review the practical exam. Huehuehuehe lucky me, i'm not fall asleep. Anyway, i can't continue because the lunch time was over. i wrote few sentence up there at the gate sitting next to Keisya and Rizki but now i'm on my way home from Summarecon mall serpong. Continue........... i'm listening to "All That I've Got" by The Used. Traffic Jam near alam sutera and i hate it. I want to lay on my bad so badly. HAUAAAAAAAAAA. But that's okayyy at least i ate J.cool and i bought a batik dress. IT'S A DRESS WOOO HOO :P i've got three projects this weekend and the due date is next week. How sad? They are Geography, Sociology, and ..... Economics. But i've got a good news "NEXT WEEK IS NO HOMEWORK WEEK" Huahuaha Christmas is coming to town, people. I haven't texting with Ryan yet, only once. He said that i have to bring my jacket and i only replied with thanks. i'm so mean but i can't lie that i need time to alone. I told my biggest secret to Keisya and Rizki. Only Brenda, Keisya, and Rizki who knew it. I thought it's not a big problem cause ......... cause i did not know the truth yet. AAAAAAM BLEEDING AGAIN, I MEAN MY NOSE. AND I HATE IT, I SUPPOSE TO GO TO DOCTOR CAUSE PASS THIS THREE OR TWO WEEKS MY NOSE ALWAYS BLEEDING IN THE MORNING, NOT JUST IN THE MORNING BUT YA SPECIFIC TIMEYYY. THE WORST IS WHILE I'M DOING MY GEOGRAPHY EXAM, I TOLD YOU RIGHT? ON TWITTER. GAHHH I FAILED ON 5 FROM 9 SUBJECT OF THE SEMESTER EXAM. THE TRAGEDIC ONE IS I'VE GOT 59 ON ECONOMICS. 0.1 POINT MORE I'LL PASS IT AAAAAAA MR. RICHARD :( Now, i'm arrived at home and i'm going to publish it. Enjoyyy your holiday guys! - Anggra Labels: a Journal of Melina (: I WANT TO HAVE A NEW LENS, POTRAIT LENS, 18-200 OR AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! EVERYTHING!Written on Wednesday, November 25, 2009 at 10:14 PM. Dude, i borrowed my teacher's at SCP Photorgaphy lens. Fix 1:18 and you have to see the result TARAAAAA :   GOD! THIS IS LOOKS SO USHOMEEEE! I WANT THIS LENS SO BADLY, RP.5.000.0000,- THIS IS THE MAIN REASON WHY THOSE MODELS ARE PRETTY. I WANT ANOTHER LENS TOO, 18-200MM TAMRON WILL BE GREAT <3 GOD BLESS ME I'LL BUY IT NEXT YEAR AMEN! - Anggra Labels: a Journal of Melina (: | |
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